I long to hear your voice, to see you, to see your name come up on my phone. You have no idea how much you mean to me, but I’m scared to let you know, scared that you won’t feel the same about me and that I would end up losing you again. You’re too precious to me for that, so instead i would rather quietly and secretly admire you from afar giving you your space and your room to breath. When all I want is to be next to you in your arms.
Your voice can make my whole day better, just a simple word from you. It doesn’t have to be anything great perhaps a simple goodnight. I hate being so far away from you and not being to see you, yet it keeps me waiting a longing for you which makes me grow more attracted and attached to you. I miss you.
because we know what we want, we just never want to say it and expect you to automatically know
It’s so sad to not know what to say to someone you’ve known for the longest time, someone who was once your best friend, the one who was always there for you, who knew your thoughts without having to speak, the one who’s shoulder you would go to to cry on, the one who you poured everything out to, gone, and now when we speak it’s like we don’t even know each other, we don’t even look when we pass by. Just like that strangers.
My thoughts, my feeling, my emotions were filled by you, but now is the time to move on to gain new ones.