Summer Training 2012
Lord keep me close, don’t let me go, for I am nothing, but you are. And only though you may I do all things.
may you preserve me in my youth, Lord keep me from the age, Lord that I may be a useful vessel to you. I don’t want to come back the same. I give you the first place in my heart, the first love. I open wide to you for you to work yourself in me, tho I may flinch, tho I may cry, I want you to continue to work yourself in me. To build your home in my heart, that you may dwell there. That your hearts desire my become my hearts desire. Lord I pray to have such a deep and intimate, loving relationship with you. To be in the Divine Romance. Lord I tell you I love you and I consecrate myself to you. Amen.
Because I’ve realized how easy I have it, how I should be thankful for everything I have, all the people in my life, every moment and breath. How I though treasure the memories and smile at the simplest things.
It’s hard when we talk about our past, but I guess it’s just that the past and I have to remember that what we are is the present. To forgive and to let go, of our mistakes, our anger, and to remember what is in the moment of now.
smile though it all, even if its fake, smile till you make it through, smile till it’s real. Because you’re worth it.
it’s not jealousy, it’s replacement and loss
enjoy your fucking self, asshole
